I have had this blog for over then years so I have a few stories to contribute. I'm starting with my experience of the online course that has had the most impact on my creative journey that began in 2011.
I hope this will help someone who is trying to find their own creative direction.
This is my experience of the twelve month online course 'How to Paint Blooms' by Jacqueline Coates.
I have
always been creative but it was in 2011 that I decided to focus on acrylic
painting. I enrolled on various online
classes and attended several in person workshops. I learned a lot, I made progress and I also
made a lot of mistakes. Over the years I
gained a strong idea of what I liked and didn’t like and what worked and didn’t
work for me, but my growth was slow and lacked direction.
For many
months, I focused on intuitive painting.
I love this type of abstract art and particularly the idea of making a
mess and then creating something beautiful from it, but honestly, this process looks easy yet I find it the most difficult and stressful. Yes, I find painting without a plan or end in
mind stressful and for me that is not what painting should be about. At the same time I realized I don’t enjoy
working or living with artwork that includes every color of the rainbow
fighting for a place on the canvas.
Figuring out a personal, limited color palette has been one of my
biggest steps forward. Still, I persevered with this type of art. It took me
a long to admit this style of painting just doesn’t work for me. BUT I have to say if I get the chance to take
an in-person workshop with Flora or Tracy again I will jump at it – I think there
is always something to learn from pushing ourselves in unexpected directions.
I was curious – how do artists learn? How do they develop and grow? How do artists set goals? For me it was signing up for online class after online class, going with what seemed popular and trying different products and methods all with varying results. It really was a case of one step forward and two steps back.
So now I was
certain I wanted to paint large-scale, close-up flowers. I felt I now had direction and a goal. In my mind this was going to be easy and I would soon be knocking out painting after painting. And I did paint flower after flower, but my colors were
muddy and each piece lacked variation in value, life and spontaneity.
I began to remember why I gave up art as a
teenager – we are always our own fiercest critics - and my critic was telling me over and over again to forget it, you are never going to be as good as you want to be, you are never going to be happy with your artwok! But I didn’t want to give up - I decided I
needed a mentor and began searching for someone painting in this style with
acrylics.
There are lots of wonderful
artists out there, but I couldn’t find anyone painting with acrylics in a style
I admired. There are lots of amazing and very successful, floral oil painters, but as my painting area is in the main family room oils are
something I wanted to avoid for the time being.
Besides, none of these successful artists were offering tuition. My needs were specific I needed an artist
with a good understanding my challenges; color mixing, tonal values and
composition and working with acrylics.
I continued to practice, buy art books and look at art, but I was becoming more
and more despondent and felt my progress had come to a halt. I was pretty much thinking of putting the
paint brushes away for good.
One lunch
time while browsing the internet I stumbled upon Jacqueline Coates' ‘How to Paint
Blooms’ page and my jaw hit the ground.
Here was the artist who was doing what I wanted to do! Her website was full of beautiful big, bold
bright flowers. I picked up my jaw only for my heart to sink - Jacqueline was thousands of miles away - she is in South Australia and I am in Los Angeles, CA. At the time my son was nine years old and
there was no way I could leave him for a week to paint. A few more clicks and I discovered Jacqueline
offered a tweleve month online course. I didn’t
hesitate to get the credit card out and sign up. Usually, I would
discuss an expense like this with my husband but this
was exactly what I had been looking for and nothing he could say would stop me
from signing up. That evening I
sheepishly told hubby what I had done and showed him Jacqueline’s work and
website. Thankfully he was really
supportive and nearly as excited as me, well, after all, it’s not golf, huh?
I followed the
first few weeks of the course very closely, mixing my own colors, making color charts and working from reference photos.
Soon I had the confidence to try painting using my own photos. Finally, I had someone giving me permission
to work from reference photos. Someone
telling me it was okay to trace and erase. The harsh voices of my high school art
teachers, in my head, telling me I couldn’t do this and couldn’t do that began
to quieten. I had someone showing me how
to mix bright vibrant colors and how to adjust color values and hue. I had my mentor!
I completed
the online course from May 2015 to June 2016.
I participated in the Facebook group regularly chatting with other
students. I have met students of all abilities doing the class. There are those that are naturally gifted, those that have been painting for sometime and developed some serious painting skills and there are complete newbies with very little experience. It's often hard to tell who are the new painters from the photos. After reading the posts I'm often thinking 'Are you sure?'
During my time on the course, I never posted any photos of my work, but then, I rarely post photos of my work (or photos generally) online. My inner critic still hangs around and I just don’t feel ready to share online as yet. However, I did sell several pieces and donated to a local charity. My donated art pieces are always very popular and big fundraisers which makes me extremely happy as the money goes towards a kids’ art program I am involved with in the local community.
One thing I have noticed about all the student posts is there are very few (if any, that I can think of) half finished or abandoned artworks. Most of the work I see is finished, or at least very close to finished. Personally, I start struggling with most of my art when I'm only half way through and find finishing a piece really hard work. But this method makes it really easy to compete all these steps to get a piece of artwork to a finished stage. *Actually, I'm back to edit that last line. The method doesn't make it 'easy' - I still find finishing a painting very difficult - rather the method makes it much more 'achievable'.
Six months
into the course, my husband and I started house hunting and my painting time
became less and less as we packed up our house and moved home. Finally, at the beginning of 2017 I started
painting on a regular basis again. I now
have the confidence to tackle a wide range of subjects using the methods I
learned from the course.
After a
recent text conversation with Jac I decided to log back into the workshop
classroom and found lots of lessons that I had missed the first time around. Maybe they didn’t appeal to me at the time or
I thought they would be too challenging.
I think it’s interesting how a little confidence and knowledge can help
us see things so differently. I’m now
excited to tackle those big, pink peonies that scared the life out of me the
first time around.
When I first
signed up, the twelve-month class was big commitment. I was adding an outgoing expense to the
family finances when I should have been focusing on the house move but the
class kept me sane during a busy time. I find this way of painting relaxing and calming. Sure I still struggle with certain areas, painting is often a series of problem-solving, but now I know how t I can solve those problems and move onto the next step.
You can
probably tell I cannot say enough good things about Jac and her teaching
methods. Signing up for the class was
one of the best things I have ever done for myself. It’s been over two years since I first discovered
‘How to Paint Blooms’ and I’m still excited to go back and do the lessons I
skipped and even redo some for a second time.
I will never tire or learning or painting flowers and I am so grateful
for the confidence and skills the course has given me. Jacqueline Coates is not just a mentor, she is a
gift.
Below are some of my canvases at different stages...
Below are some of my canvases at different stages...
